Internal Affairs

I’m typing this from the comforts of my own home. In my new Queen bed with this pillow top mattress that gives me the sweetest dreams . Nothing but coconut oil & my waist beads on . No one can understand the level of peace I’m at at this very moment .

I prayed . I journaled . I cried . I manifested this place with the amazing natural lighting & the Hollywood lights in my bathroom . Provides space for my Fresh Prince & I to create the future we both oh so dreamed about .

This week has been a tizzy . I’m sure everyone was confused by my actions but they were important for the BLACK COLLECTIVE .

I had to expose those that have broken my heart in the past in order to pick up the pieces & allow whomever may concern to LOVE me properly .

I have to encourage those that may feel alone to GET UP . GET OUT & DO SOMETHING .

I HAD TO SHOW THE WORLD WHO THE TRUTH IS !!!

Moving forward day in & day out . J. MILLS IS PUTTING J. MILLS FIRST . If that hurts anyone it’s because they in MY BUSINESS . Don’t do that .

I look forward to growing with MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FASHION ICON & DESIGNER SERGIO HUDSON . He revealed to me that he received a scholarship in Culinary Arts so I’m gonna get the scoop on some of his favorite dishes & a list of restaurants I need to check out on my travel exports .

Happy Valentine’s Day . I project that the lovers are creating SCORPIOS right now so hopefully you make a GOAT & gift it to me on MY BIRTHDAY 11.02 . LOL

Don’t forget . Self LOVE is the BEST LOVE .

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